I am feeling a little disheartened today by the lack of response to the website.  It's not that I worry that people don't like the work.  It is because I wanted to be able to "give" and with very few applicants I really wonder if this idea will really work.  I talked to my husband about it today and he said that people are just suspicious when anything is "free".  "It's a natural fear response."  It just makes me sad that we often feel that way.  Why can't we beleive that people are innately good?  Why is it so hard to accept love and compassion, even if it
is easy for us to bestow them upon others?  The fear, always the fear.  "Does this person really mean what they say?  What's their angle?  Nobody is that good."  And as the song goes "you can't get something for nothing".  I just don't know.  Well, off to the studio.