Picking up framed piece today, titled Samadhi, which is something kind of elusive in the studio lately.  That's always the struggle I suppose.  The old question, "are you walking, walking?".  But in this case it's painting, painting.  Need to meditate today, speaking of that.  My breathing is shallow, feeling some non-descript unrest.  I guess anxiety rears it's ugly head, whether or not we know why.  I think maybe I just have too much going on.  Two shows up, apps in for 2 more, another one due April 1, day job struggles, when will I get a store?, etc, 4k water treatment system broke at home, cat has cancer, worried about my friend who is in an absolutely horid relationship situation, credit card debt up the ass......and on and on.  Actually, things could be much, much worse.  In fact, many times in the past, they have been.  Probably just non-descript anxiety because the little "bits" that are going on "tickle" my past struggles.  Odd how that works.  Not sure what the rest of the day will bring, run some errands, take a walk, paint, meditate.  Some, none or all of the above.....